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l a s t u p d a t e d . 0 3 . 2 7. 0 0
so i read a few e n t r i e s in one of my friend's online notes sections ( i shall n o t name him in this d i a t r i b e of mine, because i d o n o t k n o w whether or n o t he would appreciate his name p l a s t e r e d across the index of my webpage )... and some of this just seemed to put a completely n e w and d i f f e r e n t perspective on some of the things going on in m y l i f e. some things f i n a l l y made s e n s e that n e v e r made s e n s e before. some things that i always t h o u g h t had made s e n s e now make n o s e n s e at all. it's s t r a n g e that way, really... i mean, why do people a l l o w themselves to be w a r p e d by the i d e a l s and s t a n d a r d s of some o t h e r p e o p l e who just happen to be that much more cooler and important than the rest of us . . . as if o u r opinions about ourselves didn't seem to matter at all. which is, of course, completely untrue, depending upon whom you ask. p e r s o n a l l y i think that your own opinion is the o n l y one that ever truly matters . . . which is not to say that one should not put any value on o t h e r p e o p l e ' s opinions, it is simply to say that y o u r o w n o p i n i o n is the one that s h o u l d take precedence over a l l other opinions in matters pertaining to your s e l f . but what e x a c t l y *is* your s e l f ? only y o u can define your s e l f . that is o n e thing on this earth that n o o n e else can change but y o u. others can certainly i n f l u e n c e you if you choose to let them do so, and mind you, this is not a b a d thing, not at all; for it is the o n l y way that people can continue to e v o l v e and hope to become an even more c o m p l e x being; but at the end of all of that, y o u have the final say in whether or not y o u change or continue to be the s a m e person that you have been and apparently w i l l b e . and this also leads me to e x p l a i n the change in my webpage as of very, very r e c e n t l y as you can see, if you e v e r read this page e v e n o n c e before, because the change in it is m a j o r and d r a s t i c. quite the c h a n g e, I must say.
i s u p p o s e one could say that i have e v o l v e d , or that i have simply grown w e a r y of the ever-so-stagnant webpage that i m a i n t a i n . it happens, you know. i just got b o r e d with all the b l a c k and d i s m a l whatnots on my page. it u s e d to be this b r i g h t w h i t e before. but now, it simply looks m u c h nicer than it did the l a s t time it was this b r i g h t w h i t e. hope it doesn't bother the eyes t o o much. o h w e l l if it does. i r a t h e r like it. and that s h o u l d be a good enough explanation for any o n e p e r s o n who reads this page as to w h y i changed it. b e c a u s e i w a n t e d t o .
s o i want to m o v e away from h e r e when i have that nice big b i r t h d a y. i w a n t to move to a place with a lot of t r e e s and n i c e p e o p l e who will c a r e about me more than a n y o n e p e r s o n that i have known. i mean this with n o o f f e n s e w h a t s o e v e r aimed at a n y o n e i know, it's s i m p l y that i feel that i will have a much b e t t e r e n v i r o n m e n t for my s o u l and my h e a r t and my m i n d . and i mean this with g r e a t e s t l o v e to you-know-who-you-are-but-i-shall-n o t-name-you-b e c a u s e-i-am-not-s u r e-if-y o u-would-like-to-be-m e n t i o n e d.
b u g g e r i am taking up a l o t of room with my p r a t t l e . perhaps i should move on to typing about things the a v e r a g e pageviewer would c a r e about, and not typing out the t o t a l i t y of t h o u g h t s in my head at this e x a c t moment in time.
w e l l , for starters, i d i d in fact u p d a t e my page a few w e e k s ago. but y o u would have o n l y found it if you had l o o k e d in my a b o u t m e section.
s e c o n d , a n i m e c e n t r a l is in t w o m o n t h s. y e e k , that came up f a s t. i'll still be w o r k i n g in the a r t i s t ' s a l l e y with r o b i n . g o o d i e !
i had f u n with a l l i s o n a n d e r i c today. w e went to m i t s u w a and bought p r e t t y manga . . . at which i i n c r e a s e d the s i z e of m y collection of m i t a r y u s u k e comics. yay! a b i g b i g b i g t h a n k y o u to a l l i s o n and e r i c for spending time with me and c a r i n g enough to be my f r i e n d s , even if we didn't quite get to make it to n e k o ' s show, which we d o in f a c t feel very b a d about. p o o . and a trip to m i t s u w a always means that i will s o o n put up some new s t i c k e r p i c t u r e s of a l l i s o n and e r i c and i. t h i s one is in * m o t i o n * .
i t h i n k that's really all i have to say for r i g h t n o w , so i think i will shut up and l i n k you to the r e s t of the site about n o w.
why do y o u care s o m u c h about which v i s i t o r you a r e ? well
i s u p p o s e i should o b l i g e you and t e l l you. so, j u s t f o
r y o u , you h a p p e n to be v i s i t o r n u m b e r
s i g n my d r e a m b o o k
r e a d my d r e a m b o o k
a l l i m a g e s c o n a i n e d o n t h i s p a g e a r e c o p y r i g h t e d 2 0 0 0 b y a c e r t a i n c a i t l i n r o s e o l i v e r o r t h e i r r e s p e c t i v e a r t i s t. u s e o n o t h e r s i t e s o r p u b l i c a t i o n s a r e n o t a l l o w e d w i t h o u t w r i t t e n c o n s e n t o f t h e r e s p e c t i v e o w n e r o f s a i d i m a g e .
t h a n k y o u , a n d g o o d n i g h t .